Remember a few years back when everyone on FB was doing this game? Well, this showed up on my friends blog yesterday, and I thought I would do another updated one:)
Here goes..
1) I am the oldest of 7 children.
2) I was homsechooled from the end of Gr 4 on.
3) I have am seriously addicted to my new Adnr@id Phone.
4) I also am addicted to Pinterest.
5) I love the Young and the Restless. I have watched it on and off since 1996
6) When I was a kid, i used to sneak down stairs, to where our tv was and watch various soaps..my mom never knew this until I told her, about a year or so ago.
7) I usually get at least one weekly magazine (as in buy), and I usually go to St@rbucks and sit and read it right away.
8) I spent my 20th bday in Venice.
9) I went to an authentic Italian wedding, in Italy.
10) I use to watch Cooking shows as a kid..and I STILL love to watch them to this day.
11) I was in the delivery room when my little brother, Isaac, was born.
12) I have ADD, and I usually have to either be doing my phone or on my computer while watching a movie. I very rarely can just sit.
13) I am also addicted to St@rbucks, which is odd, b/c I don't like coffee. I only get their specialty drinks.
14) I have a nearly constant itching in my ears...but itis more prominant in my right. I have no idea on why.
15) I got chicken pox when I was 12, and we watched Jaws and Pollyanna over and over for a week straight.
16) I met my husband on a dating site. We were married with in one year of meeting in person.
17) Three years ag, I spent a month in the same hospital as I was born in, which wouldnt be a big deal, except that I am 4 hours from that hospital.
18) I spent the first neary two years in my life in that hospital.
19) I would love to have a coffee with Jesus at St@rbucks. I would ask Him SO many questions!!
20) If I were to ever lost my Faith in Jesus, it would be because I don't understand on He lets children be abused and neglected.
21) We went camping on our honeymoon.
22) I am double jointed, and so is my hubby. I love freaking people out when I bend my elbow/arms.
23) I have lived in my current residence for nearly 7 years. This is the longest that I have lived in a place since I have moved away from home.
24) I don't like avacados They are gross. I would ask Jesus on how He made them:)
25) I don't have 3-D vision. I really have no idea on how I got my drives license.
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Saturday, March 23, 2013
SUYL-Pinterest, and my phone addiction
Oh Pinterest, how I love thee!!! I have over 10K pins, so I clearly have a problem. But to be fair, I don't spend as much time on there as I used to when I first started (although I sure can at times). I have officially been a pinner for probably a year, but it took me awhile to really understand how I pinned the pins:) Then, last May, I figured it out, and I just took off:) Now, with school, I dont go on there as much, and to be honest, I can go a few days without even looking at it:) Anyway..before I forget, a hearty Canadian welcome to all who read here:) Especially if you are from Kelly;s Korner. (www.kellyscornerblog.com).
I was looking through my many pins today, and I really cant find just one (or even a few) that I like:) I could spend hours here..http://pinterest.com/pin/223631937718667678/...ok, I dont know how to put pictures of pins here..sorry..but it is my "YesterYear" Board. Very addicting. I also love reading the funnies I find on Pinterest...well, those ones uploaded above where I wanted them to,...lol. But how do you add them directly from the site, like I have seen done? Hmmm....well, i will just save them and then post them here...:) I love shoes! Even though I can't where shoes that are higher than runners, I can still love them, right? Here is one I found yesterday...ok..again, it was added above..oh well..pretty, aint it? Anyway, I love it:) That is my addiction, and hey, at least looking is free, right?
Ok, well, now on to my phone problem. I have an addiction to my phone. A few weeks back I got an Android Smart Phone. YOu know, b/c I wanted to be cool. Well, I rather enjoyed it, until I decided to see if it would swim. It turns out that the protected cover they have? It aint that protective. Well, for the next 24 hours, we tried to decide what do to...and during that time, I HATED my old phone! I had to go back to it, at least for connecting and texting, but i missed my big screen, etc. Well, it was during that time that I realized that I had a problem. You see, I was always one of those people that clearly didnt understand people walking and texting, having their eyes glued to the screen, spending time texting when they should be doing other things (granted, I still think that texting while at the table is rude, unless everyone else is doing it). Well, I have become one of those. And that is just sad. We were watching THE BIBLE the other night, and I spent nearly the entire time on my (old-new) phone. Even last night, I watched the first half of a movie, and I hung out on my phone while the movie was playing. It just makes me upset..and wishing that I wasn`t "one of them". Oh well...at least I am not completely glued to it. I do try to refrain from doing phone stuff while in class, and at church, although I DID text in church (at the beginning) the other day..I also am seeing them pop up in church a lot...that actually does annoy me..but I guess, i mean, what is the difference of your child playing a game or drawing? Really, not much.
We had some snow this week...a few times, but thankfully, it melted. I am having a hard time getting the motivation for doing my school work this wknd. I would much rather watch tv, fb, and play on my phone all day...oh well...
Oh..am thinking about limiting wheat to see how I feel...we`ll see....not sure, as I cant seem to get rid of the sugar and fat.lol
Ok, well, now on to my phone problem. I have an addiction to my phone. A few weeks back I got an Android Smart Phone. YOu know, b/c I wanted to be cool. Well, I rather enjoyed it, until I decided to see if it would swim. It turns out that the protected cover they have? It aint that protective. Well, for the next 24 hours, we tried to decide what do to...and during that time, I HATED my old phone! I had to go back to it, at least for connecting and texting, but i missed my big screen, etc. Well, it was during that time that I realized that I had a problem. You see, I was always one of those people that clearly didnt understand people walking and texting, having their eyes glued to the screen, spending time texting when they should be doing other things (granted, I still think that texting while at the table is rude, unless everyone else is doing it). Well, I have become one of those. And that is just sad. We were watching THE BIBLE the other night, and I spent nearly the entire time on my (old-new) phone. Even last night, I watched the first half of a movie, and I hung out on my phone while the movie was playing. It just makes me upset..and wishing that I wasn`t "one of them". Oh well...at least I am not completely glued to it. I do try to refrain from doing phone stuff while in class, and at church, although I DID text in church (at the beginning) the other day..I also am seeing them pop up in church a lot...that actually does annoy me..but I guess, i mean, what is the difference of your child playing a game or drawing? Really, not much.
We had some snow this week...a few times, but thankfully, it melted. I am having a hard time getting the motivation for doing my school work this wknd. I would much rather watch tv, fb, and play on my phone all day...oh well...
Oh..am thinking about limiting wheat to see how I feel...we`ll see....not sure, as I cant seem to get rid of the sugar and fat.lol
Friday, March 15, 2013
SUYL-Faviourite Vacay Spots, and an update
Yay! It is working! I can finally load pics on this blog! The first one is us while we were on walk by his sisters' place. The one below is us on the ferry, the one above is the Empress Hotel in downtown Victoria.
The other one would be my parents'. They own and operate a sheep ranch (incase you hadnt heard). It is 100 years old, and my siblings and I are the 4th generation. I LOVe going there just to relax (ok, it is isn't always relaxing, but it is sure different), and look at the animals, and just hang out with nature.
I love this old barn. I love taking pics whenever I am home.
The white/guard dogs leading the sheep at feeding time.
I actually have more, but they on FB, or on my old computer:( We will often stay in the heritage Bed and Breakfast my parents have. We love it. We play pioneer (with electricity) and just enjoy a bit of a break from the city.
So, and update:
My bad week is nearly forgotten, but I will say that I saw my OB/GYN and she told me that she got some info from my doctors in Vancouver (not my specialist, but the ones from the Maternal Medicine clinic), who strongly advised that it would be risky for me to have kids. I actully didnt know that they had said that, so I was quite sad when I found this out:( I guess I shouldnt be surprised, but I did feel sad and upset, and of course, surprised. It just feels like another nail in the coffin. So, I went to Starbucks to grab something that numbed the pain:) I KNOW that the Lord has plans for me (us), but I just don`t see it. I mean, I know I am going to school, but even at times, I don`t know if I am going to like it.
Well, this wknd is going to be stupidly busy...i have a major test to study for, friends coming over on Sunday, our house is a mess, shows on my PVR to catch up on, am supposed to be going to a Steeped Tea Party tonight...you get the picture.
So, last wknd, my sisters bday. We had a nice time, and I even enjoyed helping mom make the ganache/mousse for the Mock Black Forest Cake. If you haven't stayed up until 10 pm making ganache/mousse, you should! She enjoyed all her gifts, her time with family, etc. I enjoyed time with everyone as well. The trip out there was great, and it was a very quiet and nice trip back.
Well, I don't seem to have the writing skills tonight, so I will try and update again soon.
PS...I managed to bite my tongue (hard!) at lunch today, and I dropped my cell phone in the toily...so, it seems to be hooped....arrgh!
Friday, March 8, 2013
SUYL-Show us your grandkids OR nieces/nephews
Welcome everyone, especially if you are visiting from Kelly's Korner Blog (www.kellyskornerblog.com).
This is the 2nd SUYL in a ROW that i have done:) Like i said, I don't usually take part in this, mainly bc I dont have anything in common with the SUYL topic, but the last couple of topics I actually have some things in common with, so, here goes!!
I actually don't feel comfortable with sharing my nieces and nephews pics on here, but I will gladly tell you about them! (besides, if you are my friend, I have tons of pics..too many, probably..on my FB page).
First (for privacy, I will only use their first initial followed by a nickname that we use for them sometimes), G (MonkeyFeather) is 9 (oops, I am such a bad aunty, I totally forgot to send her something) as of the other day. She is on my hubby's side, and I have known her since she was 2 (actually, i think younger). She is a ball of fire, and is STUBBORN!! I am not sure what she will be like at 13, but she definitely know what she wants and how to get it! She is an only child, so she she has all of her mommy and daddy's love. We usally see them about 2 times a year..sometimes more.
H (Bebop) will be two in May, and is such a cutie. I usually see him once a week, and I go through withdrawls if I don't. We had him over to our house a couple of weeks ago, and he and Hubby played with a helium balloon for nearly an hour! True story!!! He is definitely in the terrific two's stage, and goes from morning till night (thankfully with a nap) running!! He keeps us all on our toes! It is nice to have them living in the same city as us.
N (Rosebud, or Dolly) will be a year in July. I wish we saw her more often. I love seeing her pics on her mom's FB page. I am hoping that they will come out this spring, so that she can see the lambs. I think she is crawling, and she has cut some teeth! Her parents take a TON of pictures of her, and she loves to smile and ham it up for the camera.
There are a ton of other "nieces/"nephews" in our lives, but it would take hours to name them all:) My hubby also has a half sister who lives in the states, and she has a daughter (I think she just has the one) who is married and who has a few kids. We connect with them on FB a bit.
Well, that is all for now..I know I need to update you on my bad week last week..but I will try and do that this wknd. Enjoy the kids in your life..whoever they are!!
Blessings!!
This is the 2nd SUYL in a ROW that i have done:) Like i said, I don't usually take part in this, mainly bc I dont have anything in common with the SUYL topic, but the last couple of topics I actually have some things in common with, so, here goes!!
I actually don't feel comfortable with sharing my nieces and nephews pics on here, but I will gladly tell you about them! (besides, if you are my friend, I have tons of pics..too many, probably..on my FB page).
First (for privacy, I will only use their first initial followed by a nickname that we use for them sometimes), G (MonkeyFeather) is 9 (oops, I am such a bad aunty, I totally forgot to send her something) as of the other day. She is on my hubby's side, and I have known her since she was 2 (actually, i think younger). She is a ball of fire, and is STUBBORN!! I am not sure what she will be like at 13, but she definitely know what she wants and how to get it! She is an only child, so she she has all of her mommy and daddy's love. We usally see them about 2 times a year..sometimes more.
H (Bebop) will be two in May, and is such a cutie. I usually see him once a week, and I go through withdrawls if I don't. We had him over to our house a couple of weeks ago, and he and Hubby played with a helium balloon for nearly an hour! True story!!! He is definitely in the terrific two's stage, and goes from morning till night (thankfully with a nap) running!! He keeps us all on our toes! It is nice to have them living in the same city as us.
N (Rosebud, or Dolly) will be a year in July. I wish we saw her more often. I love seeing her pics on her mom's FB page. I am hoping that they will come out this spring, so that she can see the lambs. I think she is crawling, and she has cut some teeth! Her parents take a TON of pictures of her, and she loves to smile and ham it up for the camera.
There are a ton of other "nieces/"nephews" in our lives, but it would take hours to name them all:) My hubby also has a half sister who lives in the states, and she has a daughter (I think she just has the one) who is married and who has a few kids. We connect with them on FB a bit.
Well, that is all for now..I know I need to update you on my bad week last week..but I will try and do that this wknd. Enjoy the kids in your life..whoever they are!!
Blessings!!
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Vancouver Trip
I thought I would post about my Van trip, since hubby is watching the hockey game, and I am sort of watching it. Hey, being in the same room watching the same show counts as time together right?
I also have to post about my cr@ppy week (well, starting since last Friday), but I will do that maybe Monday night.
So, I had a nice sleep (but not on the greatest bed) on Sunday night. Monday, I got up, had breaky (it is a great B&B, btw), and packed my stuff up. She was great in letter me chk out later, since there was no one else around, and not a lot of ppl coming that day. I left around 12, and walked the few blocks to the hospital. I had my morning Starbucks (there are 4 in two blocks..true story), and walked the City Centre Mall, or whatever it's called. I got somethings I needed at Safeway, and went for my breathing tests. I did really well, and my AbG's (blood gasses) came back great (for me). I had an hour or so btwn appts, so I ran to Sbucks (actually, I really didn't want to, but I felt like an iced tea), and sat in the Lobby people watching. I saw the Dr, who claimed that, for me, I am healthy, and i don't need to see him for 16 months! Yay!! I felt very good about that, and I think he felt good, too.
Went back to get my stuff (they are great at letting me store my stuff there), and walked (with great difficulty, I might add) the Sky Train to my friends place in Surrey. If you remember my telling about Baby T, who died when was born prematuraley at 23wks, well, I went to see his Mummy! And he has a little sister, N, who was born (also premature, but she was further along) last July. We had a great time together, the three of us. I got to really meet her hubby, as I had only met him once at our wedding.
We had a nice Tuesday, shopping, going to Olive Garden, and wandering around. We had a nice visit, and I wish we had longer, but I had to get home. On Tuesday evening, we did manis/pedis and watched TV, while we visited. Of course, I got lots of baby cuddles in:) I left Wednesday morning/afternoon, but not before going to Starbucks and Krispy Kreme on the way out:)
It was a nice time, and i may go back in April after I am done school for a couple of days.
That is all for now..I still have problems trying to upload pics on here...I will attempt to do it now..:)
Have a great rest of your weeknd:)
I also have to post about my cr@ppy week (well, starting since last Friday), but I will do that maybe Monday night.
So, I had a nice sleep (but not on the greatest bed) on Sunday night. Monday, I got up, had breaky (it is a great B&B, btw), and packed my stuff up. She was great in letter me chk out later, since there was no one else around, and not a lot of ppl coming that day. I left around 12, and walked the few blocks to the hospital. I had my morning Starbucks (there are 4 in two blocks..true story), and walked the City Centre Mall, or whatever it's called. I got somethings I needed at Safeway, and went for my breathing tests. I did really well, and my AbG's (blood gasses) came back great (for me). I had an hour or so btwn appts, so I ran to Sbucks (actually, I really didn't want to, but I felt like an iced tea), and sat in the Lobby people watching. I saw the Dr, who claimed that, for me, I am healthy, and i don't need to see him for 16 months! Yay!! I felt very good about that, and I think he felt good, too.
Went back to get my stuff (they are great at letting me store my stuff there), and walked (with great difficulty, I might add) the Sky Train to my friends place in Surrey. If you remember my telling about Baby T, who died when was born prematuraley at 23wks, well, I went to see his Mummy! And he has a little sister, N, who was born (also premature, but she was further along) last July. We had a great time together, the three of us. I got to really meet her hubby, as I had only met him once at our wedding.
We had a nice Tuesday, shopping, going to Olive Garden, and wandering around. We had a nice visit, and I wish we had longer, but I had to get home. On Tuesday evening, we did manis/pedis and watched TV, while we visited. Of course, I got lots of baby cuddles in:) I left Wednesday morning/afternoon, but not before going to Starbucks and Krispy Kreme on the way out:)
It was a nice time, and i may go back in April after I am done school for a couple of days.
That is all for now..I still have problems trying to upload pics on here...I will attempt to do it now..:)
Show us your Life-A Day in the Life
EDITED Sunday, March 3
I don't normally do things like this, but I thought I would join in on the fun this time, and hopefully, I can get a bit nore exposure to my blog.
My blogging "friend" (i say "friend", bc I dont think she knows I exist..lol) from www.kellyskornerblog.com does this SUYL every Friday, and she invited people to link their blogs to her site. I usually join, but this time I thought, why not..this is something that I could do. Even though I dont have kids, I still have a day, right?
Since my most "boring", and "normal" day is Saturday (especially since I am in school), I thought I would do, well, today!! (ok, today isnt officially done yet, but it is done enough:))
So, this morning, I slept in, and stayed in bed until 9 or so. I got up and went through some of my magazines that I got from our local library, as some of them had to go back. I also had a breakfast smoothie that I like to make in the morning sometimes. It isn't overly healthy, but it has a serving of fruit in it:) I did dishes and washed the kitchen down.
At 11:00, I got dressed, and got my books, my school work, etc and left for the day. Hubby had woken up from a nap, so we chatted for a bit before I left. I went to Starbucks, to journal, and wait for my friends from the church who meet once a week for coffee. I had a snack, and enjoyed the sites and sounds til they came. They arrived at about 1, and we had a nice visit. I left earlier than I usually do, since I had to get studying.
From 2-5: I went to the library, and I studied...well, I studied and Facebooked..lol. I DID get a few things done, so that was good.
5:00: I picked up my SIL, who is living here (with her hubby, my brother) for a few months while he finishes up his welding course. I picked her up, and we went grocery shopping (I know..real exciting), and then I dropped her off to where JT was. I came home around 630, and we watched some Judge Judy's that I had PVR'd, while we had a fish and chip supper.We are now currently watching the Kings vs the Canucks Hockey game.
EDITED: Sunday, March 3: I spent the rest of the evening watching JJ, and Fb'ing, and I chatted online with some friends. Hubby went to bed around 9:30. I went to bed about 11 pm
I just realised that I have not really talked about my Vancouver trip, so I will do that next post:)
I don't normally do things like this, but I thought I would join in on the fun this time, and hopefully, I can get a bit nore exposure to my blog.
My blogging "friend" (i say "friend", bc I dont think she knows I exist..lol) from www.kellyskornerblog.com does this SUYL every Friday, and she invited people to link their blogs to her site. I usually join, but this time I thought, why not..this is something that I could do. Even though I dont have kids, I still have a day, right?
Since my most "boring", and "normal" day is Saturday (especially since I am in school), I thought I would do, well, today!! (ok, today isnt officially done yet, but it is done enough:))
So, this morning, I slept in, and stayed in bed until 9 or so. I got up and went through some of my magazines that I got from our local library, as some of them had to go back. I also had a breakfast smoothie that I like to make in the morning sometimes. It isn't overly healthy, but it has a serving of fruit in it:) I did dishes and washed the kitchen down.
At 11:00, I got dressed, and got my books, my school work, etc and left for the day. Hubby had woken up from a nap, so we chatted for a bit before I left. I went to Starbucks, to journal, and wait for my friends from the church who meet once a week for coffee. I had a snack, and enjoyed the sites and sounds til they came. They arrived at about 1, and we had a nice visit. I left earlier than I usually do, since I had to get studying.
From 2-5: I went to the library, and I studied...well, I studied and Facebooked..lol. I DID get a few things done, so that was good.
5:00: I picked up my SIL, who is living here (with her hubby, my brother) for a few months while he finishes up his welding course. I picked her up, and we went grocery shopping (I know..real exciting), and then I dropped her off to where JT was. I came home around 630, and we watched some Judge Judy's that I had PVR'd, while we had a fish and chip supper.We are now currently watching the Kings vs the Canucks Hockey game.
EDITED: Sunday, March 3: I spent the rest of the evening watching JJ, and Fb'ing, and I chatted online with some friends. Hubby went to bed around 9:30. I went to bed about 11 pm
I just realised that I have not really talked about my Vancouver trip, so I will do that next post:)
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Disguisting
As I type this, I am all snuggled in my B&B in Vancouver. I have my bi-annual appt tomorrow with my specialist (which is way over due, due to my being in school), and I am staying a few extray days to hang out with Baby T's Mama (who now has a little sister, N). I got in around 3, and wandered around, found Starbucks (which isnt hard to do here, you can find one on every street corner), journalled, and then decided that I should grab something to eat. Whenever I come here, I like to try a place that Kamloops doesn't have. I was hankering fo Noodles, and when I saw a little Noodle shop, I decided to try it. It is pretty good, just very salty. Have eaten half, and am deciding if I should eat the rest, keep it or just throw it out.
Anyhoo...enough about that...For the last nearly two wks, I have felt sick..and disguisting:( It started out with my being nauseous every night, and/or morning. I thought the obvious, but that has since squelched (BOO!!). I then started getting some really odd things happen, like gagging, and feeling nauseous while doing certain things. I thought I was feeling better, and then on Tuesday, I went to get up to go to my make up practicum day, and I started gagging, especially every time I bent over:( I decided that it just wasnt worth it, called in sick, and went back to bed. I spent the rest of the day on the couch, watching TV, etc. I have a comuputer class, and I nearly didn't go to that, but I thought that I should. Well, I got there, and I threw up (first time in years), and went home. I HAD to go to school Weds, we had projects to hand in, and I had a test to write, so I went, and I was feeling better. I thought it was just the flu. I saw Mom, who was with Hayden for a bit, and I went to my friends for a bit in the evening, and the next day, I had my practicum. I barely made it through. I was gagging, and nauseous and just plain not feeling well. I crawled back home, and went to bed. I called Mom and dad (on separate occasions), and one suggested that my liver (which I was told was fatty-really??) could be bothering me. The other said that I could be celiac. Nice. I mean, if I have to deal with one more negative health-related issue..I am gonna freak! I mean...no wheat/gluten, low sugar, low sodium (techinally, no Carbs, with my PCOS), no or little fat, what is there left to eat?? Besides that, I am SO SICK of having negative stuff of this kind happen to me!
We did have an ok VDay, though, considering our past Vdays:) We gave each other gifts, a lovely scarf, candies, candles, and a balloon for me, and a body pillow (which is what he wanted/needed), and chocolates for him..and of course, cards. Neither of us were feeling well, so we ordered pizza (probably not the best idea we had), because it was VDay, and we felt that we should do something. I got a bit sick after that, and we went to bed early. Friday and Saturday were days for running errands, and relaxing:) I was feelint better, but not 100%. On Saturda, we went to dinner (or rather tried) at a local diner that was advertised on the F@@d Netw@ork, show, YOU GOTTA EAT HERE. I guess going that night was a bad mistake, b/c they were very busy. We decided to leave, and ended up going to another local restaurant. Hubby had never been there before, and I had only been there a few times. The food was amazing, and it was even cheaper than the other place. We both had yummy food, and neither of us got sick.
So, that brings me to today:) The ride down here was good. It was a full load, but I got a seat to myself!! I love coming down here, just to relax, and see some different things/sights.
So, I have been thinking about babies again lately. I thought I was over it, but with every single pregnancy announced on FB, it gets harder to "get rid of" those thoughts. I know i need to let go, and let God, but I just can't somehow. There are times when I am ok with not having kids, especially after spending a few hours with Hayden, and come home tired. Having a baby right now would be ridiculous, in more ways than one...not only for my health, but financially. There are some other issues that I think of when /if we ever have kids.... I have a student loan that needs to start getting paid off in a few months, not to mention the other issues that come with having a baby. That being said, I have been thinking about going another avenue to have a baby. One that is a bit "out there", but one, nonetheless may actually work. Hubby and I have talked a bit about it, and he seems ok with it. I just have to pray, and see what Jesus has for us. I KNOW God has things planned for us, and I am enjoying school, but I am not even sure if I chose the right career. I am enjoying school, but it just keeps reminding me that I won;t be having kids. EVER. Like EVER.Kids and us will never get together. EVER.
Life isn't all bad, however. Yes, I did fail my first psych exam (oh well), but my assignments seem to be getting me by (I think!). BC had our first Famil Day last Monday. I used it to study with my brother. Hey, he;s family!!!
A couple of wknds ago, hubby and I needed brk from each other, and I needed to study, so I went to my parents' place for a few days. I spent the first night in the house, then, the second and thid night, I spent in the Heritage Cabin. I made my own fire and everything! I had a great time, and i got some studying in, and of course, I played with the adorable puppies!! Hubby came on the Sunday to pick me up.
Well, I have another rant, but I think I will save it for another post. Can't have too much fun at once, you know!
Anyhoo...enough about that...For the last nearly two wks, I have felt sick..and disguisting:( It started out with my being nauseous every night, and/or morning. I thought the obvious, but that has since squelched (BOO!!). I then started getting some really odd things happen, like gagging, and feeling nauseous while doing certain things. I thought I was feeling better, and then on Tuesday, I went to get up to go to my make up practicum day, and I started gagging, especially every time I bent over:( I decided that it just wasnt worth it, called in sick, and went back to bed. I spent the rest of the day on the couch, watching TV, etc. I have a comuputer class, and I nearly didn't go to that, but I thought that I should. Well, I got there, and I threw up (first time in years), and went home. I HAD to go to school Weds, we had projects to hand in, and I had a test to write, so I went, and I was feeling better. I thought it was just the flu. I saw Mom, who was with Hayden for a bit, and I went to my friends for a bit in the evening, and the next day, I had my practicum. I barely made it through. I was gagging, and nauseous and just plain not feeling well. I crawled back home, and went to bed. I called Mom and dad (on separate occasions), and one suggested that my liver (which I was told was fatty-really??) could be bothering me. The other said that I could be celiac. Nice. I mean, if I have to deal with one more negative health-related issue..I am gonna freak! I mean...no wheat/gluten, low sugar, low sodium (techinally, no Carbs, with my PCOS), no or little fat, what is there left to eat?? Besides that, I am SO SICK of having negative stuff of this kind happen to me!
We did have an ok VDay, though, considering our past Vdays:) We gave each other gifts, a lovely scarf, candies, candles, and a balloon for me, and a body pillow (which is what he wanted/needed), and chocolates for him..and of course, cards. Neither of us were feeling well, so we ordered pizza (probably not the best idea we had), because it was VDay, and we felt that we should do something. I got a bit sick after that, and we went to bed early. Friday and Saturday were days for running errands, and relaxing:) I was feelint better, but not 100%. On Saturda, we went to dinner (or rather tried) at a local diner that was advertised on the F@@d Netw@ork, show, YOU GOTTA EAT HERE. I guess going that night was a bad mistake, b/c they were very busy. We decided to leave, and ended up going to another local restaurant. Hubby had never been there before, and I had only been there a few times. The food was amazing, and it was even cheaper than the other place. We both had yummy food, and neither of us got sick.
So, that brings me to today:) The ride down here was good. It was a full load, but I got a seat to myself!! I love coming down here, just to relax, and see some different things/sights.
So, I have been thinking about babies again lately. I thought I was over it, but with every single pregnancy announced on FB, it gets harder to "get rid of" those thoughts. I know i need to let go, and let God, but I just can't somehow. There are times when I am ok with not having kids, especially after spending a few hours with Hayden, and come home tired. Having a baby right now would be ridiculous, in more ways than one...not only for my health, but financially. There are some other issues that I think of when /if we ever have kids.... I have a student loan that needs to start getting paid off in a few months, not to mention the other issues that come with having a baby. That being said, I have been thinking about going another avenue to have a baby. One that is a bit "out there", but one, nonetheless may actually work. Hubby and I have talked a bit about it, and he seems ok with it. I just have to pray, and see what Jesus has for us. I KNOW God has things planned for us, and I am enjoying school, but I am not even sure if I chose the right career. I am enjoying school, but it just keeps reminding me that I won;t be having kids. EVER. Like EVER.Kids and us will never get together. EVER.
Life isn't all bad, however. Yes, I did fail my first psych exam (oh well), but my assignments seem to be getting me by (I think!). BC had our first Famil Day last Monday. I used it to study with my brother. Hey, he;s family!!!
A couple of wknds ago, hubby and I needed brk from each other, and I needed to study, so I went to my parents' place for a few days. I spent the first night in the house, then, the second and thid night, I spent in the Heritage Cabin. I made my own fire and everything! I had a great time, and i got some studying in, and of course, I played with the adorable puppies!! Hubby came on the Sunday to pick me up.
Well, I have another rant, but I think I will save it for another post. Can't have too much fun at once, you know!
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